Monday, September 22, 2008

Creeping To 30




Well...another birthday has past as I inch up to 30. This past weekend made me realize a lot. I heard a song this weekend (one that I am sure I heard a million times but never really listen to the words until now).

"I'm Moving On" by Rascal Flatts:
I've dealt with my ghosts and
I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame,trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on

At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on

After hearing this song it made me realize that I have had a bad past but that past has made me who I am today. I need to stop dwelling on my past and start living for my future. I have so many goals in life...ones that are personal growth and others that are career growth. But all aside I'M MOVING ON...